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最近發生了一連串的衰事
一直以為衰運停止了，沒想到今天又開始...
不過也因為發生了這一連串的衰事
讓我開始檢視自己，是不是哪裡出了什麼差錯?
或許發生這些衰事跟我本人無太大的直接關係
總不能把車子拋錨跟無故掉錢算在我頭上吧..
(好像也都跟我有關....)
我．是．個．矛．盾．的．人
檢視這些衰事的發生，不外乎我有時過於粗心
粗心可以殺死一頭象，這是真的，至少可以殺死我!!
有時候可以很細心
記得一些別人記不得的小事，再適時做出回應
觀察到一些莫名的小事，有時卻是極重要的事
有時候心粗到塞二台貨車都沒問題..
從出門可以為了忘了拿的東西進進出出房門二、三次，再到家門二、三次
到忘了關車燈三次、一出門就發生交通糾紛等等...
我是個規矩一堆、嚴肅、有條有理的人
也是一個不守成規、搞笑、無厘頭的人
不要說朋友摸不著我，連我自己都不知道怎麼回事
說不定有24個比利在我頭腦的某個地方
因為這些衰事的發生，現在我希望能在做任何事前更小心
盡量想到可能造成的影響，以及會發生任何不好的可能
然後經過這些所謂的風險分析，覺得自己可以承擔，再做決策
也因為這些衰事的發生，讓我鍛練了一個承受力較高的心志
(可能事情也還沒發展到這麼誇張...)
很多時候別人可能笑不出來的狀況，我可以一笑置之
不是消極，而是當知道這些不是自己所控制的
那也沒什麼好抱怨，因為抱怨並不會讓世界變得更美好
總之，壞事也有好的一面不是嗎?
正面思考雖然是一件簡單的事，卻不是這麼容易做到
我應該培養一個好的生活態度
就算明天就是世界末日，我還是要堅持這樣的生活態度
因為這就是我的生活，我的態度
不過，拜託，衰事可以停了，我有一些頓悟了!!
也感謝那些在我發生衰事幫我打氣的朋友!!
(我想我的那些衰事也安慰了不少人)
Jordin Sparks --- This is my now
(Jordin Sparks 是 American idol season 6的冠軍)
There was a time I packed my dreams away.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
I have to decide,
Was I gonna to play it safe.
Or look somewhere deep in side,
Try to turn the tide,
And find the strength to take that step of faith.
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid.
I thought I'd reached the end,
But baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterdays.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
I have to decide,
Was I gonna to play it safe.
Or look somewhere deep in side,
Try to turn the tide,
And find the strength to take that step of faith.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
I'm living in the moment
I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
This is my now.
As I look around
I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
And I have the courage like never before, yeah.
I've settled for less now I'm ready for more,
Ready for more.
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
I'm living in the moment
I look around I can't believe the love I see.
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt
That was then, this is my now.
This is my now.
[This Is My Now lyrics from http://www.metrolyrics.com]
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